“Your task is not to seek for love, but merely to seek and find all the barriers within yourself that you have built against it. “

- Rumi

About me

Point of View

Like so many in our fractured culture, I had to find my own way to a sense of unshakeable inner Belonging — and the journey continues. Along the way, I have swum through oceans of confusion, pain, and loneliness. The onion layers of our conditioning come off one by one. Along the way we learn and make medicine from our challenges.

Once we do, we find a freedom, a trust, and creativity that we couldn’t previously imagine. This is the transformation we need, individually and collectively. I am most passionate about reconnecting humans to their inherent Belonging because from there, we can regenerate our world.

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My Journey

I was raised in San Diego, CA, with the ocean as my first love. I carried this love of nature into my studies: an undergraduate degree in Ecological Economics and Biology, and later with the Holos Institute’s Ecopsychology program and the Hakomi Institute of California.

I’ve practiced meditation and yoga for 15 years, and have been working with sacred plant medicines for 10 years for my own healing and awakening of vitality. I now focus on the practice of Traditional Amazonian Medicine (TAM) and am a lineage carrier of my Ashaninka teacher Juan Flores. I am deeply privileged to spend 2-4 months each year living and studying with him and his family in the Peruvian rainforest.

As part of this training, I’ve spent a cumulative 12 months in master plant dietas, the practice of traditional shamanic apprenticeship consisting of strict fasting in silence and isolation in the jungle.

I also have been teaching mindfulness for a decade, first through a community I founded called Monday Meditation, Tea, & Poetry that is still going strong in San Francisco, and now through my work with Hakomi somatic counseling and organizing ceremonial retreats in Peru and Brazil.

Before fully entering the healing path, I spent time in the worlds of technology and economics, and as cofounder of a software startup. The company was successful but my heart and my calling were not aligned. As a result, I experienced a profound burnout and health crisis that taught me a great deal and ultimately redirected me toward a truer calling, the one that made my soul come alive.

I live and work in Sebastopol, CA, on unceded Coast Miwok and Southern Pomo lands. Here, I love walking in the redwoods, learning to relate ever more deeply to the beings around me, and surfing the wild coastline.

Foundational Assumptions

  • Humans are essentially good. The truest part of each person is goodness: deep compassion, awake wisdom, and love.

  • Pain is the portal to our unfolding and awakening. Beauty and joy are portals too, but we need to be able to feel them. When we shut out our sensing of pain, we also shut out our sensing of beauty. 

  • We can alchemize our pain and suffering into wisdom and medicine. To do that, we simply need to choose to show up to meet it. It can be enjoyable, in a way - maybe not fun exactly, but interesting, and full of things like connection, tender laughter, and the kind of deep rest that comes from being in truth. 

  • The body is our home, our guide, and the ground of our awakening.

  • Life moves in cycles. The trees can’t grow outwardly year-round; they need to rest during winter and pull up all those good nutrients and rain from the soil. Humans are the same way - we need rest and we go through cycles of growth and integration.

  • By living into the life that wants to live through each of us, we bring forth into the world what it most needs. 

Education and Training

Apprenticing with Maestro Juan Flores in the Asháninka tradition of indigenous Amazonian curanderísmo

  • Mayantuyacu Center for the Study of Amazonian Medicinal Plants, Since 2018 - Present

Tamura Method Certification - Using touch to heal inner child parts

  • From Wynn Tamura, 2023

Two-Year Comprehensive Certification in Hakomi Somatic Psychotherapy

  • Hakomi Institute of CA, 2020-2022

Trauma to Dharma: Hakomi Trauma Training (now ISITTA) - Levels 0, 1, & 2

  • Hakomi Institute of CA, 2020-2023

  • Assistant for Level 2 ISITTA Training

Certification in Ecopsychology Counseling

  • Holos Institute for Ecopsychology, 2019

Bachelor’s degree in Ecological Economics and Biology

  • Pomona College, 2006-2010

Teachers and Mentors

I am deeply grateful to all my teachers and mentors, who’ve shined a light ahead on the path that is not a path:

  • Amazonian curanderismo: Maestro Juan Flores; Dr. Susana Bustos; Jordana Ma; Tatiana Tupinambá

  • The Hakomi Method and ISITTA trauma healing: Manuela Mischke-Reeds, Jon Eisman, Shai Lavie, Ashley Ross

  • Deep Ecology and Ecopsychology: Joanna Macy, Jan Edl Stein

  • Buddha Dharma: Anuttara Lakshmin Neth, Tara Brach, Joan Halifax, Reggie Ray, Pema Chödrön

  • Taoist Cultivation and Alchemical Qigong: Tao Semko, Craig Wells, Zhen Dao

  • Yoga: Tias Little, Djuna Mascall

 

Let’s connect

Feel free to reach out to set up a free 20-min consultation call to explore this counseling work with me.